



Thanks to my mom for being "excited" for me to leave my kids with her and go out with my friends. If there is anyone who knows the value of a good friend, it is her and I appreciate that she knows the importance of it in my life as well. But not just being with my friends but being with the girls in my family. She knows the importance of getting together with the girls for a short break every once in a while. Women need women!! Wow, I believe it!!! Thank you mom!!! You are amazing!!
I just got back from dinner with Heidi and Denise. It was wonderful and I've got the greatest friends. They help me be better. They teach me and I feel like I am the only one who benefits from the friendship.
I feel like I am still a kid that is trying to figure out life. The thought of me being a wife of 12+ years and mother of 5 from ages 11 to 2 just doesn't seem right. Shouldn't I really have it together to be in this position?!!! Well, I sure don't. I scream and yell. I say stupid things. I have pity parties for myself. I throw fits. I hate to clean my house. I can't stop eating. And for the most part, I am a big baby that can't handle life. Oh Poor Me!!!
But I constantly have the words and the voice of Pres. Hinckley in my mind "Forget yourself and get to work". I just need to be better at doing just that.
I have really been blessed with amazing people in my life. First and foremost....JOHN!! And I am grateful for amazing women who just "get" each other!!! I love you girls!!!!
And when I say girls, I mean all of you!!! My family and friends. I love girl time and I love to be with you!!
WOW!! What an excellent book. I couldn't put it down and I learned so much about the pioneers trek west. This book is very worth the read. During the month I took to read it, everytime I would get stressed or discouraged or frustrated, I went to our annual February stake enrichment tonight. It was uplifting and nice to sit and be inspired. The theme was 'Finding Joy in the Journey' So fitting. There were some things said that were just what I needed to hear. A couple thoughts I wrote down: "Don't waste your time feeling hopeless and discouraged." "He will make weak things become strong." "If you are looking to be a offended, or looking for the negative, you won't have to look far." "I don't need to see around the bend because He can and He's guiding me." "Take time to LIVE. Take time to LAUGH. Take time to LOVE." "Smile more." "Think about someone else." Now I just need to apply these in my life.
John and Emily picked up a second paper route. The "values" (free weekly paper) isn't going to be published anymore which meant a big pay cut so with a second route, they'll be making about the same as they were with the values. It is so fun to watch them earn money, pay their tithing willingly, and save money. Emily's has to stay in the bank or she would spend it all on small random things. John wants his in the bank and refuses to spend it.
So as it always seems to go, as soon as I recognize and verbalize that something good is happening in my life, it goes downhill quickly. Does this happen to you? If I feel good about the way something is going, I will usually keep quiet or it will be jinxed. I hate that. So, I gave away my secret to keeping acne away....well, since then, I have been having issues on my face. A lot!!! I seriously have only had a few zits in the past couple years. And never more than one at a time. Right now, I have at least 6 big ones! So either Satan hears I'm happy about something and ruins it for me or Heavenly Father notices that I've recognized a blessing which means it's time for me to grow. Hmmmm....
Someone looked at our house again tonight. It seems we are getting about 2 lookers a week. Pretty good but we don't get anyone coming back. I keep telling myself it's just because the right person hasn't come along yet. Until today, I would get excited that someone was coming and it literally takes hours, no matter how clean or dirty my house is, it takes hours to get it ready to show. Because I want it to be perfect. As of last night, I just don't want to think about it anymore. And as I was cleaning ALL DAY today, I would think about all this work just so someone can spend 20 minutes or less walking through my house to go away and never be heard from again. Last week we had our second interested couple. The first couple were interested back in November. They came twice, called and said they wanted to come back and make an offer, and we never heard from them again. I don't mind that they didn't buy our house because if they didn't feel like it was theirs, that's just the way it is. But, I thought it was kind of rude to not call and let us know their plans have changed. I had way too many emotions tied up in it for it to end that way. Well last week, another couple came through and said it's exactly what they are looking for but they have to work out financing and a couple other issues. So I haven't thought one thing more about it. Just nice to know that someone was interested...again.
If we didn't feel so strong that this is what we should be doing, I'd be tempted to take it off the market, unpack, rearrange everybody, build a garage and stick around. But it has felt right to move forward.
We have had a couple issues with video games at our house lately. So last night, John and I decided we would be done with video games for the rest of February. We'll see how that goes. I told the kids this morning and they didn't complain. After school, they still didn't complain. We'll see if we can keep that up. I want them to use their imaginations and I want to see what kinds of things they come up with doing and enjoy doing when they don't have a controller in their hand.
Jack woke up this morning with a tummy ache and ended up throwing up a couple times. The other kids were late for school because I had to pull over to the side of the road and help him. On the way home, I rented Madagascar 2. It is great! Jack watched it I think 4 times today. It is full of dancing and is just a fun movie.
I have two large drawers of recipes. A lot of recipe books and probably about 200 random papers from printing off recipes, etc. etc. I would love to go through all of them and type them up and organize them. It actually sounds fun but I don't have a computer at home during the day and that is when I would need to do it. Another project looming is many, many CD's of pictures from many years that need printed. But every time I go through them, I'm just not sure how to organize it. By child? By year? And what do I do with them? I have about 20 photo albums from the first several years of our marriage. It's ridiculous. Who cares about that many pictures. It is so overwhelming that it's not even worth getting started. So how should I organize all of it? Any suggestions? Are any of you out there who are pros at photo organization? Third project: I want to make a quilt. A simple one to start. Just get cute fabric, cut small squares, and sew it all up. So is anyone interested in getting together once a week to work on projects?
Well, that's about all that has come pouring out of my head. I've drawn a blank so I'll end here. Have a good one!
I love this blog. I love to read her wisdom. She lost her 14 month old daughter to drowning in June of '08. I love to check in on her and see what new and inspiring things she has to share. Her thoughts today are from a question asked of her about the statement, 'God doesn't give you more than you can handle'. I have had that phrase go through my mind countless times and I liked what she had to say about it!
She says:
"Let me start my answer by pointing out the falsehood in the saying. God does give us more than we can handle. For it is by realizing how utterly unable to handle things in our lives that we are most likely to turn to Him for help. He wants us to turn to Him for help and not to walk alone. When we turn to the Lord with all our hearts, He will help us to carry our burden. For it is WITH God that all things are possible. So the saying should be that God will never give you more than you can handle with His help."
The rest can be found here: http://adailyscoop.blogspot.com/2009/02/more-than-i-can-handle.html
And this is her great blog: http://www.adailyscoop.blogspot.com/


Little John is a paper boy. It is his job but Emily is an equal partner and they split the pay. We drive them around to do it a lot. I guess we got in a bad habit with John's leg. He wasn't able to walk on it for so long that we drove him around to do it. Then the weather was bad and it for the most part has just stuck. Thomas and Jack love to help too but they like to be paid in the form of candy. The other day, John threw the paper from the car window and it bounced on the porch and up right in front of the door, right in the middle, and it wasn't leaning on or touching anything. We thought it was pretty cool and had to take a picture. Man, he must be an awesome paper boy!!!A lot of pictures but whattayado?!!


















I am always amazed at Jack's blue eyes and took a picture of them the other day. So I thought I'd get a picture of each of my kids eyes.





That above is what you needed to brace yourself for. Sam's gigantic wart on his knee. It has slowly been coming off but growing in the process. YUCK!!
Next he got himself ready to watch a movie. Everytime I pull into the bank, Sam says "candy" over and over. He picked up on that pretty quick. He fell asleep enjoying his sucker from the bank.